I never knew...

How many different types of sympathy cards existed.

How short 45 days could feel.

How someone so tiny could touch so many people.

How many people there are out there that care about us.

How badly this was going to hurt.

How badly it would hurt me to see Andy in so much pain.

How good it would make me feel to think back on the time we did have together.

How I could learn to love one tiny person so much, in such a short amount of time.


Thank you sweet little boy, you've taught me so much already. I'll keep trying to learn.